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let's chase the summer and forget the world.

this may be the last time im updating my blog for this year? yep. no school no computer no nothing. hope i can get on to some computer.. by hook or by crook(:

WILL BE SEC4 NEXT YEAR!! XD it seems just yesterday when i was in sec1. so innocent --;; haha(: scared of the seniors and sec4s especially! don even dare to look up when i see seniors. things are sure changing fast huh. haha. hey. secondary school life is abt to be overr! left one year! im sure i'll miss nanyang then. owell. haha shall see if i really do next year(:

people! i'll miss you and everyone till then! (:

hm. today is the last day of school.
watoto choir is so cute! xDD from east africa? haha. their performance is like so cute. and the kids!! (: sing and dance. like a musical. haha(:
so sadd that they are all orphans. like they deserve better. much much better for their optimism and appreciation for so many things in life. they have dreams too, just like us! (: we shld learn from them (:

i miss the people who have gone to china! ahh screams.

choral nite next week! planning to go like every day. if i can. haha. den if i have the makansutra thing i can go after that. this is so fun. rmb last yr's 209 english play. so memorable! (: and corinna's teddy bear. haha.

MUA ARTWORK(:


this thing is fun. ha. but hey. must be patient and wait and wait after u see "and light it up!" yah. it hasnt ended yet!! (:

city heritage trail. that's like err. okay. but i got thru it yest. haha. with wanteng cheryl tingyu jiayuan carin. lol. discovered many of singapore's landmarks and stuff. i bet not even my mother went there before. haha. so this trail thingy is kind of meaningful actually(: den wanteng and i went on a jacket hunt. orchard taka wisma heeren and stuff. looking for jackets cos both of us were desperate for a jacket i guess. haha.

i want that esprit jacket.
i fell in love with you the very second i set my eyes on you.

how am i going to get 110 bucks?

but that jacket's gone when i went to esprit yest. oh well. not meant to be.

[chit]: heyhey mua twin(: thanks for your tags. i hope ure right when u said i wont get retained. cos i will jus die if i am. retained, that's it. yah. and thanks for yr nice nice <3 potato wedges. youre houlianpi too you stole my fries. you and wanteng and cheryl. haha. ok let's go and buy more fries and more potato wedges <3

[shir]: heyhey. what's that about the imposter? haha. ok anyway thankyou for your tags too. and im sorry my post made u feel like dying. was just feeling depressed and stuff. worried. yahh. but everything's well around now. haha. ok let's see who dies first. LOL. let's live till 100. <3

just came back from ip talk. really really worried now ='(
theres like a possibility that i'll get retained
it's like. i can already hear the sound of the world collasping around me.. glass breaking into tiny bits and pieces. im such a sucker.
what the teachers said today are right. i shld have worked hard and harder throughout this year. term one and two were okay. i think i started to slack off like hell in term three. which is like supposed to be the most important?
i totally hate myself. the sickening me. i think people out there do too.

direction and destination?

today is such a lame day. nothing to do. simply nothing. and even me, who has been alienated from the computer for so long, has been on the net for so long. changed blogskin and everything. nothing else to do. screams. okay. so i shall blog.

2005 is like ending so soon. it seems like just a few days ago when i first stepped into 303 with all my new classmates and all and being really terrified like intimidated and all so confused. but im glad it has all got better. established friendship with strangers made frends gossiped. made so not innocent by people telling me about scandals going on in school and everything. it has been fun and so new. like a new start. an entire new experience. now in like a few months time we're going to be sec4s? [if i do not get retained, that's it.] the sec4s who terrified me when i was in sec1? those sec4s who are the oldest of the student population in the school. den it'll be our very last year in this school. nanyang girls. time passes so fast. rmb how fascinated i was with nanyang and it's majestic building [which turned out not to be that majestic afterall but it's still nice{:] in primary six. blah. i want time to pass quickly cos i wana move back to my house yahh but at the same time i actually want time to slow down and everything. i cant believe i'll be sixteen, as in, SIXTEEN, next year. blah.

i officially failed so many of my exam papers. i know im a damn fool jus going around pulling down 303 average im such a sucker ass. sorry 303 :(

last week has been fun, with holidays and all and without my grandmother. went out, orchard and stuff. lemon icecream. sentosa.
this week has been full of crap. and it's only wednesday, for goodness sake. spare me.

when i ask myself what have i been doing the whole of this year i dono what to say what to think. i thot i had been so determined to work hard after my shitty results last year but oh well. i had disappointed myself once again? sometimes i wondeer what the hell am i doing in IP and in nanyang im such a loser it's actually a shame to have a student like me. going into hwa cheong? dream on if ure continuing like that. that. don make hwa cheong feel ashamed of having a student like you. my gawdd.

i knew i cannot do it. i knew i cant do anything. loser ass.

okay(: i said i'll blog again soon. but i didn't. bleah. haha.

okay. exams are overrrrr! :D like exam scripts already took back. left socialstudies tml. den we can slack! :D haha. okay.

gotta run. cheryl's attempting to kidnap my bag.
-screams-